What should I do now??

To provide guidance based on Lord Shiva's teachings, it is important to cultivate inner peace, self-awareness, and devotion. Lord Shiva teaches us to practice meditation (dhyana), self-control, and detachment from material desires. If you are uncertain about your next step, spend some time in quiet contemplation or meditation, chanting "Om Namah Shivaya" to seek clarity and inner guidance. Remember, Lord Shiva encourages facing challenges with courage and surrendering the results to the Divine. Trust in yourself and in the cosmic order.